I am tearing up my Texas voter registration paperwork!

I am disgusted by my own Deomcratic party for manipulating the media to keep the Edwards Scandal out of the news, not to mention their complete manipulation of the media period.

John Voight said it right. The media has created a "Godlike" individual in the minds of Americans, when in fact, the man is a true "manchurian" candidate. Read the blogs, read his history, look into his past.

What experience does he have? When the hooplah settles, and the media is no longer under the spell of the Democratic National.......Bullsh** artists...we are Fuc***. I am sure O'Bama is a nice man. However he campaigns for "unity" yet, he holds out who his VP pick will be.

The only way he can unite the party, is to select Hillary Clinton as his running mate, which is clear....it seems anyway, is not going to happen. It is all too convienient.

It's not that he is black....color has nothing to do with it. Religion? well.....not really, although HONESTY about your religion is important. Even if he is a "born again" christian, he said himself he was not saved until he was organizing neighborhoods in Chicago, so for at least half his life he was a MUSLIM. He needs to be candid about this.

HONESTY, and INTEGRITY are the keys to the CHANGE he is trying to sell. Without those two key ingredients, you can't truly make CHANGE.

THE WAR IN IRAQ....he has already flip flopped on that! He has no plans to bring the troops home! He campaigned during the primaries that he would "bring our troops home within 16 months"......

LIES......LIES........He make take them from Iraq but send them to Afghanistan...for what? A witch hunt for O'Bama......I mean O'Sama Bin Laden? He is no longer relavent in my opinion. Bring our troops HOME! Otherwise, military spending will continue to escalate out of control, and gas prices will stay at record highs!

KBR.....Haliburton..........Send them HOME! Or......back up our tankers to the docks, and take what we have PAID FOR with both BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, and AMERICAN LIVES....TAKE IRAQ'S OIL! Load it up! What can they do to us? NOTHING!!!!!!! They have BILLIONS OF DOLLARS in surpluses in our own NEW YORK BANKS ON WALL STREET!!!!! They can afford to give a little back!

BUT NO NO NO.....we have to keep the Wall Street Bankers happy to keep funding the Democratic Congressional Campaigns (and secretly lining O'Bama's campaign pockets somehow as well)

PUBLIC FINANCING? I don't believe it. There is no way he can be running the campaign he is on $5 and $10 donations.. BULLSH**!!!!

THE AMERICAN FLAG.........Why did O'Sama....I mean O'Bama remove the American Flag from the tail of his campaign plane? He is promoting "Unity" his idea of unity is downplaying the American symbol, by eliminating it slowly...Elect him and you will see! He is playing to the MUSLIMS, MEXICANS and whomever else wants to OVER-RUN our country. Take down the Flag and let them all in....that's his theory!

McCain? "McCain Exxon" is what his campaign should be called. He called for support today along with Dick "Haliburton" Cheney for retailiation against the Russians for the conflict in Soviet Georgia....Are they smoking crack? Do we really want to get into a pissing match with the Russians?.....Maybe that's the strategy, Prez Bushie did sign the Executive Powers Act which allows him to take executive control of office during a conflict....I could see that Happening around time for the Inagural if the right person didn't win....

FOOD FOR THOUGHT!!!

Jackie's kindheartedness, and willingness to help some people in her class with their algebra (which is very hard for most, I passed only with help) Dr. Rickards is in some other galaxy than most. Anyway, Jackie likes to help those that (try) to help themselves.
In doing that some asshole emailed the answers to the takehome test to EVERYONE!
So now everyone got a free ride on this test. I guarantee you she won't be so kind on the next test. Even her Kindheartedness goes only so far.

She should tell Dr. Rickards what happend, as I did when I was in school that someone was cheating, and he popped an un-passable in class test. Everyone (except Kyle the nerd) failed...miserably, even Kyle the nerd made a low C. Jackie's intention was to HELP...not do the work FOR the people.....

They will not make it!

I have agreed to get help for my medical issues, and we have agreed on a plan of action. I just wish we could agree to let this play out between Jacqueline and John and the people they both choose together to navigate thru this, be it an un-biased randomly selected therapist that we both agree on or whatever other avenue we decide to take. I am sure everyone here on "Live" has things to say that they think are very important, and might well be good advice, however it is unfair to try, and convict me in this court of opinion without me being at least able to defend myself.I am sure there are some with nothing but the best intentions. However, from the comments I have read, (of what I have access to from my live journal which I am sure is only the tip of the iceberg) I have been tried, and convicted, and sentenced to divorce, without parole, and the ability to raise my daughter. "She is better off without him in her life"....comments like that are un-called for and un-founded. You don't know me, nor do you know what is good for my daughter.
I know these people here mean well. But they certainly don't know everything and they don't know whats best four OUR daughter. I have taken ownership of my issues, and I am willing and able and proceeding to get the help needed to resolve those issues. I would sincerely appreciate it if all of the folks in the "LIVE" gallery would save judgement a little, and see what happens with my new medication and treatment. Surely I am not the ONLY one here in this forum that has some sort of issue that would or could be categorized as psychiatric of nature. It is an illness, not a crime. The mistake I have made, that I cannot take back is not getting help sooner. No one's fault but my own. The other thing that has to be considered by all, in fairness is that there has been some amount of "imbellishment" by some of the parties "counseling" Jackie (the armchair kind) that include things that have not even been stated by me, or implied. There is a slight bit of jealousy involved and a wee bit of instigating and antagonizing going on by several parties in this situation, just to add some sizzle. I believe there are also probably others with similar problems who are just blindly cheering on "divorce the bastard" just because they have some need to justify their own problems, and need for some co-dependency and are not truly interested in the overal outcome, but yet enjoy the "moment".
I take ownership of the things I have done wrong. All I can try to do is fix them. The rest I have no control over. All I ask is that those of you "counseling" and "playing judge and jury" keep in mind that there are circumstances that may not make it to this forum, that are very important pieces to the puzzle that would need to be considered before making a final judgement of "innoncent" or "guilty".
To you Jacqueline, I love you, without reservation. I also love my Daughter. The two of you are the two most important things in my life. I don't want to loose either of you. I thank you for being willing to take the next 14 months or so (give or take) to evaluate and examine, and allow me to get the treatment I need to be a better father, husband, co worker a better human being. I want to get back to where we were having fun, spending time together. We used to have so much fun together. I want to share that same kind of fun we had together with our daughter as she grows and learns. She has a right to have two parents. I am willing to do what it takes. I love my wife, and I love my daughter. Have I been negligent in getting the treatment I need? Yes. Cant take that back. All I can do is fix it, and that is what I intend to do. So, all you people out there in "LIVEJOURNAL" land, let me be and let Jackie and I sort this out. You can listen, and support and be a friend but dont pass judgement on me yet, please.
Thanks to all of you who have been a friend, and confidant to Jackie, I appreciate it.